To Be, Or Not To Be.....

Maybe the question, or hmmm... maybe it's not even a question if one doesn't care.

LOL! Ok now you may already be sitting there thinking to yourself, what's that mean or where's that going???

What that means is, the question is, Am I a blogger?? And where's it going is, frankly my dear, I don't give a damn! ;) LOL!
Ya see, I spent the day yesterday thinking about my blog sites and my time on the internet. And about some of the sites I've seen and read. Ya know, there is sites/blogs out there about how to make money, how to live, how your blog/site may suck. Most of these people haven't lived life long enough to know half the crap I'm reading. Ha, they haven't even lived near half my age yet. LOL! So how do they know it all. Plus I haven't seen anything yet to even make me wonder if blogging can make money. Do you money making bloggers have a job? Way I see it, if that blog isn't paying all your bills so you don't have to work, then you aren't making or can tell me anything about making money blogging. Besides, who are they to say blogs have to be about, money, marketing, ads, how to this or that or your blog is crap/spam/garbage and don't belong! And all this bit about real or serious bloggers don't use Blogspot, you can take that stuck up in the weak mind crap and blow it out your rear! Every site out there is nothing more than a software program with words and pictures posted for the world to read.

Bottom line is that honestly what I was thinking of yesterday, it all just made me feel totally sick to my gut. Made me want to walk away from it all and close my blogs. But then I happen to think that some would love that. So I guess we can't let that happen, huh! LOL!
Why am I doing something that I don't enjoy?? Specially when it annoys me enough to stay on my mind and keeps me up tight until I seriously end up with a headache. And I figured out I need to change up some things and tomorrow I'm going to take a huge step back. I've rebuilt my drop list with less dropping per day. I'm going back to posting what I want to post, what I find interesting to me. Not what I think should be posted just so you'll read my blog. Shoot, if you want to read my blogs, you will, if not, then you want and nothing I can do about it anyway.
Going back to making time on the internet that I enjoy doing. Going to make time for reading blogs I enjoy like Army Mom:New Jersey, Mrs.Mecombers sites, New York Chica, LadyBanana, also time to enjoy the photos of New York Nitty-Gritty. The list goes on. There's lots of you out there that I enjoy much and I would visit with or without Entrecard. Thanks goes to Entrecard that I found many of you.

While I'm on Entrecard, I might as well say this to. Seems Entrecard is wanting to build quality standards in the site. Maybe I fit your "Quality Standards" maybe I don't. Time will tell if I come up deleted. I've seen some mighty fine blogs deleted from Entrecard lately. I will say I do not agree with many things that have happened on Entrecard and feel Entrecard was totally wrong in all ways of some things done, but with that said, I will also say that I have and do enjoy Entrecard very much. It has shown me some very interesting blogs along with some fine people. For that, I thank you! But I also don't care if I do get deleted. Don't want that, but if it happens, so be it...

You may also be thinking, why are you posting all this if your putting it all behind you??
Will, I did say I may post something for yesterday, but I didn't post. ;) Na, really why I've posted this is, I just felt I had to and maybe it would make me feel better to get it out. And I think I do feel a lot better now, though I haven't said all I'd like to say, I'll let it go.
Ok, going to shut the hell up now. That should be well enough spam/garbage for those that feel my site is one that is garbage and don't belong. LOL!
I'm looking forward to letting go and going back to enjoying posting again and having the fun I used to have. Even if I do end up being the only reader. ;)

See all y'all tomorrow! LOL!